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So, today at 2pm peach_jello packed up and headed off for Texas.

God I hope we get most of my shit moved tomorrow because I don't think I'll be able to stand to stay here another night. It's so empty here now - there were three of us and now there's just me and really? I don't want to live alone now. I got so used to having someone else there that I don't ... know what to do with myself. I've lived on my own before, several months before pyroh moved in, so what the shit is wrong with me?

Too many memories here, I guess. I want to get out of this apartment and be around people and stuff and I can't and it really - I seriously feel like I want to cry. I've been busy all day, vampslayer04 came and helped me move some stuff so I haven't had a chance to sit still and be alone.

I really... I don't want to be alone here. I may just take some blankets down to the new apartment and sleep there because I don't have the ghosts of people around that are now conspicuously absent. I've never had so much trouble dealing with something before, and it absolutely puzzles me. Maybe I'll just put my dinner in the fridge and go to bed, because I can't think of anything else to do. I feel absolutely useless.

[Edit] I talked with my mom, and I talked with bean_thing, and I did end up dragging one of peach_jello's mattresses down to the new place and setting up camp there. I already feel better just sitting around in the new place, so I really think it's the mojo of the old apartment.

Also! I CAN HAS INTERNET. xD I found a connection to leech off of - only in one corner of one of the bedrooms, so for quite a while I won't be spending time anywhere but. BUT. This means I may not have to miss out on Supernatural if I can download from this connection. OH PLEASE MYSTERIOUS UNLOCKED WIFI CONNECTION I WON'T ABUSE YOU WITH LOTS OF DOWNLOADS IF YOU STAY. <33333

Can we tell I'm feeling better? Yes. *goes to d-l the new Avatar*