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Heh, nothing like going through your other LiveJournal to realize just how tramuatized and depressing one can be. Angst, angst, angst, angst. Brooding, and more angst. Gih, last thing I need at the moment. I went through all of those entries and locked them, because they weren't locked before and the last thing I need is any drama stirred up because of it. >.>
I am so tired today. Once again, I woke a grand five minutes before the alarm went off. The hell *is* this? I'm not complaining, I'm just bloody fucking confused. I ususally have such a problem waking up to my alarm, and I think so far my alarm has gone off two, maybe three times. The rest of the time I've been waking up anywhere from five to twenty minutes before it's set to go off. Huh.
It's so nice to have heat in the room. So very, very nice. Even with the constant cold air I can feel with my bed next to the window, I never get cold. It's very, very nice.
I was cleaning off my computer, and will probably do more of that. I need blank CDs so I can burn some of this stuff off properly, but that won't happen. I'll just have to live with downloading the bare minimum of stuff. :P Not like I'm out of room or anything yet, it's just me. It won't take long. I have gotten through most of my .mp3s and renamed them to fit into my 'system' ... there are a couple hundred I don't know the proper title/musician and will have to google search for each (JOY), but it's a lot more organized than it was previously. I was getting into the AMV/anime episodes last night and deleting the ones I didn't care about anymore. Hopefully I'll be able to shift all of Bleach into the same folder soon. >.>
I need to actually start watching the shit I download again. I've had this horrible letharagy lately, I don't want to do anything. It takes so much effort to just get motivated, it seems like, and this is driving me stir-fucking crazy. I want to do stuff, I just can't seem to make myself. Hopefully, getting into the habit of going out and exercising *LOOKS AT KATE* will help. Especially with the DVD players attached to some of the workout machines, I can work my way through the slog of anime DVDs I haven't watched yet AND work out at the same time. w00t. Or something.
I feel like I need to draw, but finding time to do so is bothersome. Writing even more so, because it is long established I have a hell of a time writing on my own computer. Actually, I think part of the problem is I'm not ALONE when I'm on my computer. I can't write well in a computer lab when there are people I know there, I think it leans more towards the fact that I need to be alone to write or be properly creative. How weird is that? I mostly update the blog-RP from computer labs, rarely from my room. Huh. More things that make me strange.
It's about time for me to meander towards Moore, my Astronomy class is in about thirty minutes. ._. I don't particular want to go to History today, if there's nothing important on my syllabus I might just skip out on it. I got my topic, I can always go to the library to work on it if I feel like I need to. I think we have a quiz coming up soon, though, and I can't afford to even think about missing it. Dammit.
I am so tired today. Once again, I woke a grand five minutes before the alarm went off. The hell *is* this? I'm not complaining, I'm just bloody fucking confused. I ususally have such a problem waking up to my alarm, and I think so far my alarm has gone off two, maybe three times. The rest of the time I've been waking up anywhere from five to twenty minutes before it's set to go off. Huh.
It's so nice to have heat in the room. So very, very nice. Even with the constant cold air I can feel with my bed next to the window, I never get cold. It's very, very nice.
I was cleaning off my computer, and will probably do more of that. I need blank CDs so I can burn some of this stuff off properly, but that won't happen. I'll just have to live with downloading the bare minimum of stuff. :P Not like I'm out of room or anything yet, it's just me. It won't take long. I have gotten through most of my .mp3s and renamed them to fit into my 'system' ... there are a couple hundred I don't know the proper title/musician and will have to google search for each (JOY), but it's a lot more organized than it was previously. I was getting into the AMV/anime episodes last night and deleting the ones I didn't care about anymore. Hopefully I'll be able to shift all of Bleach into the same folder soon. >.>
I need to actually start watching the shit I download again. I've had this horrible letharagy lately, I don't want to do anything. It takes so much effort to just get motivated, it seems like, and this is driving me stir-fucking crazy. I want to do stuff, I just can't seem to make myself. Hopefully, getting into the habit of going out and exercising *LOOKS AT KATE* will help. Especially with the DVD players attached to some of the workout machines, I can work my way through the slog of anime DVDs I haven't watched yet AND work out at the same time. w00t. Or something.
I feel like I need to draw, but finding time to do so is bothersome. Writing even more so, because it is long established I have a hell of a time writing on my own computer. Actually, I think part of the problem is I'm not ALONE when I'm on my computer. I can't write well in a computer lab when there are people I know there, I think it leans more towards the fact that I need to be alone to write or be properly creative. How weird is that? I mostly update the blog-RP from computer labs, rarely from my room. Huh. More things that make me strange.
It's about time for me to meander towards Moore, my Astronomy class is in about thirty minutes. ._. I don't particular want to go to History today, if there's nothing important on my syllabus I might just skip out on it. I got my topic, I can always go to the library to work on it if I feel like I need to. I think we have a quiz coming up soon, though, and I can't afford to even think about missing it. Dammit.